Thoughts From a Man's Soul!!

I personally can’t begin to comprehend how these days   I   detest anyone asking me this question as we all carelessly,   unknowingly   use this phrase every day, every second of the day around each other. Because if truly   I   were to tell them how   I really am !   They   will   not   be able to handle it or   may   just run off…………  Let me try breaking it down for you, yes you keep asking …HOW ARE YOU? Life happens, you find yourself almost 40 years old, jobless, businessless, and with no steady income of your own, and yet you have a young dream-filled wife and child to look after, and   an   elderly mother who always looks up to you to bail them out   each time they need some financial help   or   the time they can't easily reach their children abroad. What the hell is going on?   How did I get here? I had a promising job, bought a nice car, met a lovely girl and marrie...

    Birthday Blues by EK    03-Oct-2014 Oh finally, I have been thinking about this for sometime and I said why not. Just recently turned an age that made me miss my Dad in a strange way since he went to heaven on 17th July 2009 which also happened to be  his sisters birthday. It was such an overwhelming feeling that i could not think of why or where it came from. I was in  a very low mood on the day when you were meant to be the happiest ....at least that is what society tells us...... .I thought to myself how could this be!!My girlfriend had organized dinner for two  (later I found out)  and we didn't go .She later told me the next day when she took me for dinner elsewhere. I obviously felt bad but had nothing to do about it then. I have been reading a lot about " what my purpose is in life", "how I would  be able to reach my full God given potential" , been also listening to a lot of Oprah  interview with  Maya Angel...